these niggahs is the future yo im co-signing.
factz is nice as hell


and dont think i just got onto them, i JUST decided to put yawl on.

CurT@!n$...... (yo real shit, but crazy)

ROYCE DA 5'9"- PART OF ME

this shit is amazing

Yeah I Write Poetry...Sue ME!

Not a big fan of *disclaimers* but this the first time alot of people will be reading my poetry (most people dont even kno i write the shit) anyhoot, i wrote this a couple months ago...it still needs sum touchin up i believe (im a perfectionist only when it comes to poems) but i think the concept is dope. um...its kinda written really staggered...but if ur smart enough u should be able to follow it and catch the rhyme schemes n all that shit....PLEASE GIMME SUM FEEDBACK cuz then i will kno if i should post more of my poems n shit.

The Fighting.
The Fussing.
The arguing.
The Name calling.
the throwing the nearest thing you can find at me
the banging on me on the fone...or getting mad cuz i banged on u
the jealousy
the tears
not of joy but of sorrow
the yelling: "I CAN'T STAND YOU I HOPE YOU DIE TOMORROW"
the putting up a pic of you and ya ex on facebook to make me mad
the telling me im irresponsible, and i would never make a good dad
the wishing i could take back the last 4 years...so i could have never met u
Reading the four page letters you write and sign with your tears...everytime i upset u
the taking back all the shit we've ever bought for eachother
the taking back all the nice things we've ever said to one another
The Fighting.
The Fussing
The arguing
The Name calling
the throwing the nearest thing you can find at me
going out to buy your forth cell fone in two months cuz everytime we get off the fone your so mad u sling ya shit against the wall
ringin my bell at three in the morning cuz i missed like 6 of your calls.
"I KNOW SHE IN THERE...DONT GIVE ME THAT YOUR FONE DIED SHIT!"
The headaches.
the migranes!
stomach aches and back pains.
scratching out evertime you wrote your FIRST with my LAST name
The crying to my mom bout the way i miss treat you
or calling my big sister
trying turn her against me
bloods thicker than water, but woman stick togeather
and whats wrong is wrong
the turing the radio station knownin damn well that was my favorite song!
the fact that you dont understand that sometimes i act a little niggerish
so u change my ringtone on ya fone to some keisha cole "i hate niggas" shit
The Fighting.
The Fussing
The arguing
The Name calling
the throwing the nearest thing you can find at me
Its LOVE...and i miss that....



*snap snap snap*

and for my niggahs, NO HOMO

Pointless Days...and sunocoTV (FOH!)

2/9/09 3:49pm

Today might have been the most pointless day of my life I start the day being woke up by my dad at fuckin 7:45AM!!! Now anyone who knows me, like really knows me not knows of me, knows iont go to sleep....like ever. I stay up till like 5 or 6am just writing rhymes and sittin around listenin to music or watchin the whole series of like xmen the cartoon on youtube, shit like that. Last nite was no different. I think i went to bed at like 5:40am...

Now usually I will wake up at 9:15(just because I got a lil bet wit my man sydney dean aka lambo syntax that I have to wake up earlier than I have n the past, main reason because of barack.) Anyhoot(told yawl I was gone use that) he wakes me up to drive the car to get his truck and go to the shop because his rim bent and poke his tire and he has to DO A LOT OF SHIT IONT FEEL LIKE DOING AT SEVEN IN THE DAMN MORNING. And this wasn't like a warning wakeup, he was ready to go now. I was out driving by 8am.

Then I get back home, take a shower and go downtown to try to grab me a lil job. He hit me with the "the word of the day is job. J-o-b" © craig pop.

Now I already have a job, but it doesn't start till like the end of this month, so I was like fuck it.

So I go down chesnut street figure I hit up a lil clothes store or a sneaker jawn, summn light. I call my man lambo syntax aka sydney dean cuz I kno he all about being in the city and sure enough he was five mins away. So he met me and we walked around all day looking for a job for me. This was the good part of my day because sydney dean aka labom syntax is funny as shit! He got a show coming up, next week I think, at the laughhouse...shits gone be dop (ticket info and shit like that a come when the event gets closer)

Anyway fast forward, I just got off the EL and am currently at 30th street on the way to class at the ville...then I'm gone get back on the train and come right back to philly...ALL I WANNA DO IS GO TO THE DAMN STUDIO. Meel sent me more beats last nite. Hank said his computer fixed and he mite decide to send me sum new shit. We sposed to finish the petition so we a see how things go. JB sent me this jawn call "far away" that I gotta touch. I got a lot of songs written right now...I just need to lay summn down Asap.

I think I'm having a party for my birthday. Not really MY party, but I mite go to the club around my birthday(march 4th) to celebrate or summn. The weekend of my birthday I'm going on a ski trip to see THE WHISPERS!!! Yeah I'm hype. So maybe the weekend before or the weekend after...or the weekend before AND the weeend after.

7:42pm

I fuckin hate this class. Waste of fucking time, I coulda stayed in philly. Its an human sexuality class...and sex as never been soooooo boring swear. I did get a lot achieved...read a lot of my book on the train...and wrote like 5verses in the first hour n a half of class. I really want to meet like an established rapper and see how fast those niggahs write. I really think I'm at the top of the list when it comes to how fast I write, and the shit be hot.

2/10/09 9:01am (the next day)

A new day and guess what, I'm up early again. Woke up at 8summn...and once again I aint go to bed til 5...maybe one day i'll learn. I wonder if aunt joy home today, I need a hair cut.

YES my AUNT cuts my hair and I bet she is like twelve

time sharper than your barber...I put bread on it.

Ima say this and I'm out...its a recession...don't nobody wanna watch not motherfucking television at the gas station. Aint a damn thing entertaining about pumpin no gas. Niggahs already mad as hell that they gotta pay that much for the fuckin gas, so u prolly only puttin ten bucks into the shit, so that means u sitting outside waiting, so that means u cold...all hat adds up to I aint tryn watch no fuckin sunocoTV

My next blog ima put my thoughts out on the cbrezzy situation. GUILTY UNTIL PROVEN INNOCENT HUH?© Shawn Carter

peaces

Chill Watches The Grammys

2/8/09 3:52pm

I want sum chicken.

Aint got No chicken...we got steak doe...and sum eggs...O SHIT AND WE GOT CHEESE NIGGAH(i wasn't expecting any cheese) this meal bout to be the shit.
Its cold as shit n this house. I'm frying a steak wita damn hoodie on. This shit drawlin

4:39pm
Yo on sum real shit, I'M NICE IN THE KITCHEN. Like sum chick gon be lucky one day lol no bullshit doe. That steak n eggs was gud as shit. IHOP GET AT ME!














8:02pm

Just made me sum tea(no homo) and I turn on the grammys...first person I see WHITNEY MOTHERFUCKIN HOUSTON. Now on first site I say "yes, finally whitney is looking good...bout time..." then she talks...and continues to talk...and she continues to get more and more crackish. I love whitney, I really do, but I think she should just quit with public apperences. She sounds like tina turner mixed with keisha cole mom n shit. Anyway I'm guessing this is going to be a Grammy blog.

Is it safe to say black people once again run music. Like we kno that black music (hip hop and RnB and oldies) is the best shit....but its documented that there was a time when the best rap album wasn't even broadcast...and now we are in a time when the rap album of the year winner is prolly going to perform at the event(weezy prolly gone win and I know he performing). I really think we as black people need to recognize our progression NOT JUST CUZ OF BARACK but in addition to Barack. But don't boast about it...lets just take the shit and be humble bout it.

Justin Timblerlake dope as shit on the singin tip, and he be doin that shit like effortlessly. I fux wit bul.

8:23pm

I WAS JUST ABOUT TO SAY THEY(coldplay) SHOULD BRING HOV UP!!! Yo I dare anybody to say he aint the best rapper ever. That man just came up, outta nowhere, spit a mean ass sixteen...........man I aint even gone start. Just from now on if u don't think hov is the greatest rapper of all times don't speak to me...

Yo when me and Hank get our grammy, I swear I aint writing no speech...I'm going up there and I promise ima talk until they pull me off stage. My first grammy a prolly be album of the year. I say that because I won't win best new artist cuz that usually go to like somone who won idol, or a rock band or an unknown. Plus ima still be upping my celebrity status. By the time my second/third album drops, my audience is gone be sooooo wide spread I can easily win at the least best rap album of the year. By then I will have won like 9 bet awards and Mtv moonmen n shit. The funny thing is...I'M DEAD SERIOUS

9:01Pm
Not having an ipod has mad me miss out on a lot of music. Like witout an ipod it wasn't no use in buying (downloading) any albums. Soons I get a new ipod Im buying (downloading) jennifer hudsons album. Like I always fucked wit her, one some since idol shit. He voice is dumb strong. And she always look right. Like she never got on no bullshit. And she just strikes me as mad humble. That humbleness is a star is what really makes me want to be somones fan yo real shit.

THE JONAS BROTHER WERE MADE N A LAB and I'm sticking to it. Like where the fuck did these talented lil motherfuckers come from? The just pop up, all heart-throbe-ish, getting all the ladies. And now they like the biggest thing in music. There three lil motherfuckers are like perfect (no homo). I will be buying (downloading) their album as well.

I don't think KANYE is gay...he just doesn't look like he likes girls right now. that niggah drawlin. what happen to the bookbag and the grapic tee KANYE!?!? That mike jackson shit drawlin

10:33
Yo smokey robinson is my uncle. Like not in real life, but he is the shit. I wanna meet that niggah one day.
Waiting to see who wins these rap grammys...prolly weezy. He did smash the billboard charts this year. I personally don't like the album. Didn't like any of the singles(unless u count amilli, dat was the shit). I'm pretty sure he will win rap album of the year, if not album of the year.

11:25
Aite, wayne took home best rap album...album of the year went to...two people whom i've never seen n my life. They didn't even look like they wanted to win. What a way to end the show...with sum lames...and the crowd goes booooooooooo!

Wait STEVIE!! Great way to end the show. Everybody loves stevie...he got bangers yo.

So there it is...chill watches the grammys...if u think it was boring, that's cuz the show as boring...but if u think it was dope, that's cuz I'm dope. holl@me.

peaces

Sitcoms and Dom Bass

2/6/09 4:17pm

Yo, Fancy and Jamie wedding was the shit yo. Like I'm watchin this shit now, niggahs singin n shit, Fancy was looking fine as hell n that dress. Yo I'm tryin get married. iont have no chick in particular in mind, but I want sum shit like this.

My homie britt clown me ALLLLL the time because I get too wrapped up in sitcoms. Like I talk like I actually know the people. Like I aint say "Jamie wedding on the Jamie foxx show" I just say "Fancy and Jamie" like I went n shit. Fuck it doe, I love my shows.

This niggah singin to her n shit. What if I rapped at my wedding...lame right? Ima write my vows as a thurl ass poem doe...yo is it homo that I'm planning wedding stuff.

FUCK BI*CHES GET MONEY!!!(i just had to add sum gangsta shit to this sentimental ass blog)

5:00pm

Yo Theo was the shit. Like he got all the chicks. Even doe he had that nut ass rat tail he still was a mack. I wish he woulda had a lil brother on the show. That woulda been dope.

SPEAKING OF BROTHERS I found out that my brother is the one who stole my krimpet that night(if u don't kno what I'm talking bout check the previous blogs.) that niggahs a snake for that. I got summn for him doe. Can't put it on the blog cuz I think he reads this shit...or at least I told him too.

8:48pm

Big shouts to Dom Bass on that code blue!!! Yo real shit son, I was cryin over the fone. That shit was one for the books my nigga! (i was typing directly to Dom right there because I kno he reads this shit). Frum now on just text me and say CODE BLUE. And I shall do the same.

9:04pm

I'm cutting this jawn short. I'm waiting for D-Rellz to call me so I can see when I can get n the booth. I'm sure the rest of these followin blogs will be mostly music based, hopfully I can let yawl hear some of my new shit. I'm hype.

..peaces..

Me And Larry Grad Update...and sum other shit

2/3/09 10:53
I love girl scout cookies yo. Like I am summn like a cookie monster as it is, but girl scout jawns is my favorite. Shortbread joints is the shit.

Yeah so my fone died. And the charger broke...so basically my life is in shambles. I'm on campus and nobody has the same charger nor an extra atnt fone...niggahs drawling. This shit is really drawling because I need to find out when I can get back to philly. This shit in the way.

I finished writing this new song today...banger, no bullshit. Creativity at its finest. Yawl gone love this one. JB finished the beat today, made the shit like the perfect way. Shits uber dope.

Got a performance coming up on the 21st of february. I plan on getting dub, drellz and a_boogie to come thru and bless that jawn wit me. If things go that way we should tear that shit down. But dub has bullshitted me like three shows in the past, I can never get in touch with rell, and me and boogie aint got a lot of new material togeather...so we'll see.

2/4/09 3:07am

Still aint fix this fone problem. Yo I loved the dark skinned Aunt Viv yo. Like the show got better with light skin Aunt Viv just cuz she was there for like the good seasons. With the new kitchen and when Will and Carlton went to college. But darkskin Aunt Viv was the shit, she aint let Will get away wit no bullshit, she just seemed stronger.

You know what I just thought, if u aint never watched the fresh prince, you have no idea what that last paragraph was talking about.

Any hoot (i think ima start saying that shit). To all my friends reading this, I ask yawl a favor. TELL EVERYONE U KNOW TO CHECK MY BLOG OUT. Like a lot of the shit be funny, and the rest of the shit is informative or just flat out dopeness...no reason I shouldn't have some type of following. Not on no cocky shit, but I'm kinda tired of people telling me how much they dig the blog and how funny and cool it is, but they not telling people bout it. Shit builds by word of mouth. So tell a friend to tell a friend then tell em again © Me.

6:51pm

My man 100grand Larry hit me off wit a new fone n shit. I don't kno why I aint ask him in the first place cuz I knew he had an extra phone. But yeah got me a new jawn, just missing sum important numbers cuz I saved a couple numbers to my phone and not he sim cards. But o well. Ima be n philly soon with a new charger.

Me and Larry went to grad fest today n shit. Filled out for cap n gowns, class rings, all that good shit. It's ...about.... to go... down © Jigga. We finally gone get outta the fuckin ville. We have a weeks worth of parties...make that two weeks. Two weeks of like events. Bowling, skating, drinking, spades tourneys, drinking, a mini party(house joint), maybe a dinner wit our closest peoples, we a probably drink a lil bit too. Shits gone be dope.

What Happen To The Thorough Chicks???

2/3/09 12:12am
Sittin on facebook, watching notorious...on bootleg of course. I've already stated how I feel about this movie n a previous blog....still gone watch this bullshit doe.

Anyway Hank bought up a good point today...and my man Dom Bass kinda elaborated/took it to another level. Lets start with what hank said..."Its sad, that one day our kids will have to visit museums to see what a real lady looks like" © Andre 3000. That's some real shit man. Like I fucked wit it when 3stacks said it but hank bought it back to my attention. Like a lot of the chicks I meet aint really thorough like that. "People try to live a façade" © b.g and portray summn they aint. Iont kno who's to blame. But I miss the bad jawns. Like the ones who was real to themselves and kept it funky wit u all the times. The ones who wasn't completely wrapped up in material things, but looked good in EVERYTHING. The jawns that was so dope u would roll over and kiss em in the morning, morning breath n all. They don't make em like they used to. I still keep a couple close doe (mostly as friends).

Anyway Dom Bass came to me wit summn new. Talking that: "just wanna know what happened to tha regular girls". They looking like endangered species out this jawn. Like it just seems like mad chicks tryng be sooo many things they not. They tryn fit the profile of: the classy chick, the gangsta chick, the rich jawn, the DIME jawn, THE BADDEST BITCH (I hATE THEm ones)....but what happen to the regular thorough chicks. The ones who kept it all the way real, and true to themselves...maybe I'm just talking...but it might be worth listening.

2:25am
CAM'RON is back!!! Not even playing...CAM'RON is back!!!...and I can't front...I LIKE THE SONG...a lot. Like I wasn't a CAM'rON hater, not even close to it. Purple haze and come home with me was the shit. Even back as far as s.d.e I was fuckin wit cam. I fell off wit him around the ime dips really started buzzng mainly cuz I was heavy on Common, Black Thought and Kweli shit. Then he started beefing wit CURTIS (50 cent for those of u who are lame and don't follow rap). That beef was funny, cam was being funny...but you can't beat fif. I repeat...YOU CAN'T BEAT FIF! So cam fell off...but he's back. And I like the song. Go listen to it...its called "I hate my job". It aint no dum Dr. Suese type cam'RON rap, its good song with a good concept.


1:07pm
Dennys is giving away free food today...I wonder if anybody told the homeless. Like I'm sure they don't know because they don't have tv so they didn't see the commercial. Just a thought.

1:21pm
Bout to watch HEROES...missed I last nite. The shows I watch go like this: LOST, HEROES, THE OFFICE, SCRUBS.... That's it. Those are thebest shows....watch them!

2:44pm
Yo Rachael Ray is the baddest chick on daytime tv yo. I love her like with a passion. She got the lil raspy voice (i dig that big time). She cute....and she can cook her ass off. Yo I swear if I ever meet her I'm going right at her. I'd wife. I kno my real niggahs agree with me...me and Hank had this convo before.

Just some updates

2/2/09 5:31pm
Just set up my twitter account. Its basically a website that u can update ya status ala facebook...and comment on other peoples shit. I only got one cuz all the other celebrities got them... Check it out on www.twitter.com/chillmoody

JB has sent me three bangers n a row. The Am I black enuff joint...the shit called far away(very dope beat) and this mystery joint I can't tell yawl about yet...but its mad creative.

I got the itch, I need to get back into the booth like asap. I've written over 35 songs since the last time I got in the booth, no bullshit. And I had shit I needed to record already...I'm honestly sitting on like 50+ tracks right now. Its gone be a MILD SPRING NIGGAHS! LOL.

50 is destroying rick ross right now...and I'm loving every min. Of this shit I swear. If you don't think he's a genius ur dumb.

If u get a chance go to youtube and type in FAT ALBERT IN THE HOOD...shits funny.

7:45
Just a thought, but did we forget that it was black history month??? Like I aint seen no facebook status' about the shit, no like themes on the google sites or nuffin. Kinda weird. For the past like two years(maybe three) i've had this photo album on facebook that i'd update every year with more important black people(past and present)...shits dope, if ur friends with me on facebook you should check it out. I'm gone try to find a way to post it on the blog doe.

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=2007219&l=3b145&id=35903324 (thats the link to the foto album)
Big shouts to Lauren F. For that text she sent me the other nite. Glad people are really reading the blog and hope that yawl telling people to check it out.

GET HIM FIF!

F.T.O.A.T

Everybody...i'd like to announce (c) Common

1/26/09 2:37am

I keep fallin asleep listening to Eminem...and I wake up angry as fuck. Just be wanting to spaz on someone.

Me and Meel had a nice convo earlier...me and him and Hank are going to go in and create my next album. The Petition is still droppin one day (maybe when I'm signed ima name my first album that shit) but right now we are going n the lab and creating THE DEATH OF SWAG. Title is self-explainitory, but i'll explain it anyway. Basically I'm sick and tired of what i've dub "swag rap". Niggahs flossin a lil bit is cool er'now and again, but when u put ya lyrics on the back burner and focus more on making that music that "pops" ur wack to me. I understand u gotta make music to appel to audiences and what not, but when u basically are selling out just to make some bread u helping in destroying what's left of hip hop. Yes I am a strong advocate for the "hip hop is dead" argument. Plus I fucking HATE the word swag. Just rubs me the wrong way.

Eminem's song superman really might be one of my favorite tracks of all time. I'm running this shit back.

But I do kno one thing doe/bi***es they come they go/saturday thru sunday monday, monday thru sunday yo//maybe i'll love u one day/maybe we'll someday grow/till then just sit ya drunk ass on that fucking runway hoe//I CAN'T BE YOUR SUPERMANNNN.

Anyway, the way things look, its the IIL-CHILL EP. Then me and D-rellzThe Death Of Swag poject(s) and then its . With this Hank/Chill/Meel machine, I'm almost certain we can't fall anywhere short of a classic album. Its not like MY solo, its a 100% collaborative effort, meanin them niggahs gone be throwin ideas for the traks/skits/and format of the album. Shits gone be...u guessed it...DOPE.

1/27/09 11:18am

...its finally happening © Eddie Kane Jr.
ME. And LARRY are finally graduating from Millersville University. Its been six....YES SIX...long, tenuous, grueling, fun filled years but its time to bid good ole' MU farewell. Me and Larry sat down and completed our applications yesterday, now we just gotta get these signatures. Shit feels so good I can't front. Stay tuned for party announcements and all that shit. I'm thinking we gone have like a weeks worth of events the week following graduation. Filled with mad events. Just imagine all the activities we can get done. © Dale(frum stepbrothers).

Oh yea...the return of e.s.tv is like a week n a half away.

p.s LARRY IS A SLUT (sorry dog, had your back for a min....)

From: Sydney Dean

Look at this bullshit my man Sydney Dean aka Lambo Syntax sent me today...
it says

"add heroin tot he scores of products that have been branded with President Barack Obama's name, as New York drug dealers are caught with several brand names of dope, including "Obama".

aint that about a bitch.